I had all I ever wanted. Now I have nothing.

I never wanted to love her this much. I never wanted to hurt her the way I did. Now all I feel is sadness

Feel like I’m being played with.. and I guess I’ll take it

I just wanna fucking cry and die

I just feel like I can’t do this shit anymore. You were my motivation and I don’t even have you anymore. I’m so lost and dead inside.

Don’t you miss what we had? Don’t you miss what we built together? We had so many plans to do things. I’m sorry my depression got the best of me.. I didn’t wanna do anything didn’t wanna be alive anymore and I never even told you. I felt like you were already going thru so much already I didn’t have time to pay attention to myself or you in the way I wanted.. I’m so lonely, I don’t want anyone but you.. do you still have the ring I got you? Does it make you think of me? I wouldn’t blame you if you got rid of it.

Will you notice me if he slips up one bit?

I can’t help but just want you to be mine. You promised you’d be in my life forever. Don’t give up on me. I can give you the world

I’m scared to even talk to you..